Struggles

I have been struggling a lot lately with many things. It was not until this morning when I read MckMama's blog that I found some peace. I am going to take a page from her book...I struggle with submitting to my husband as the bible says we should. We just went over this in my bible study and I have been trying to submit, but honestly not with a happy heart as God wants us to. I do not (and will not) always agree with his decisions and there will be consequences that we will both have to learn from. Both from his decisions and if I am totally honest from my not always submitting. So from this day forward I will put my trust (which I struggle with every day) in God's hands, that he will lead my husband to the "right" decisions without me trying to manipulate these decisions. As MckMama said it is only through following God that we find the ultimate happiness in his forever. Now the next time I am complaining about something my husband has said or done, remind me of what I said today. He is not perfect and I am not perfect, but if we both live through and with God in our hearts we shall be perfect when we die and live for forever in his world.